I AM THE INSTRUMENT

तस्मात्त्वमुत्तिष्ठ यशो लभस्व

जित्वा शत्रून्भुङ् क्ष्व राज्यं समृद्धम् |

मयैवैते निहता: पूर्वमेव

निमित्तमात्रं भव सव्यसाचिन् || 33||

I sometimes wonder what is the purpose of my life ? Especially after my father I felt my purpose in life was complete. 

I came into Cooper family to be an instrument. The Universe has destroyed my family’s opponents. One down one left. One like Dron gone down too. How many more to fight? Kauravas were 100. Here I see only one. I am going to be just a witness to how life rolls out.

 

Whenever I am in doubt a message like this flashes at me. 

Trying to be a Sthithapradnya because Krishna himself has promised in the above Shlok which means…

Therefore rise up and gain fame
Conquer your enemies and enjoy a prosperous kingdom
I have already killed these
Be only an occasion, Savyasachin || 33||